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    Em posted an update 8 years, 3 months ago

    Hormones :/

    Mood : Horny
    • @unsub I thought finally going on a date with a boy (and abandoning my fantasies about him after realising that although I’d had a crush on him for years he wasn’t the one for me) would make me less horny, not more :P

    • @unsub I know it’s natural, and I don’t deny I touch myself sometimes, but my hormones and usually not so out of control that I touch myself four days in a row :/

    • @unsub It would bother me less if I felt what I feel for somebody I have feelings for – instead I just have urges :/

    • Nothing wrong with expressing yourself @emgr.

    • @unsub Although I’ve been labelled ”asexual” by schoolmates, I don’t think I am – I’ve just spent a lot of time suppressing my sexuality for a lot of reasons (from embarrassment to because I might be bisexual (I’ve been sexually attracted to both genders, although my romantic attraction has been strongest towards my own gender)).

    • @unsub I’m sure that this is the wrong way to feel, but I think what would make me happy at the moment would be there being somebody for whom I had feelings for so my urges weren’t undirected :P

    • @unsub A lot :/ As I wrote before, my romantic attraction has been strongest towards my own gender, but I’m unsure what my family’s reaction would be – beyond disbelief – if they learned that I was in a relationship with another girl :/ And I have very low confidence with both genders :/

    • @unsub I sometimes feel that the way I’ll tell my family that I have feelings for girls is by posting a photo of me and a girlfriend on Facebook after I’ve moved out :P

    • @unsub I’d rather not be a slave to my urges :/ Besides, I’ve given in to my urges and touched myself everyday for the past four days and I’ve still woken up stupidly horny in the morning :/

    • @unsub I know now it’s normal – I had an.. ”interesting” conversation with a (lot) older friend when I was younger and my worry overcame my embarrassment.. – and I like the thought that I might someday be able to have children, and I know it’s wrong but I do wish I had somebody to spend those moments in the morning with :P