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    sad smiley posted an update 8 years, 5 months ago

    I came back home last friday, and I had the time of my life. It was probably the best week I had in 10 years or so, I can’t even remember the last time I was happy for that long. I wanted to hold on to this feeling but nope, everything started all over again on saturday. You see my mum is not a bad person at all, it’s just she has been depressed since she was 10 or so and she just started seeking help for it. Its very deep for her and I truly feel so sorry for her and love her but I just wish that she would know how much this hurts and effects me. Her mood changes like in a second and its very hard for me to adjust to that. We used to fight a lot but the last 3 years I just kinda gave up.

    Anyways sorry for the long post, I had an amazing time in Spain and I would love to go back asap. Hope you’re all doing alright!

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    • Try to support your mother as much as you can @justagxrl, talk to her and be there for her, but remember to look after yourself as well, hope things go well for you, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Thank you! I do, but its just so hard, i’m still a kid and it still hurts if you keep trying and she keeps pushing me away, and sometimes when we do have a fun time after a few hours her mood changes and we’re back at the start :(