Please don’t feel down @simplegirl, you are a truly beautiful individual, be kind and sweet to yourself, I want to see you happy and being the fabulous person that you know you can be, focus on the things that put a smile on your face and that make you feel content, things may seem hard but they will change for the better and everything will be OK, be comfortable with and love yourself hun, you can do it, many more brighter days are ahead, you are a survivor who will beat all her struggles, believe in yourself and keep going, there is always hope, message me anytime if you want to talk, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)