Please don’t think like that @invisibleshadows, you deserve to be here, you were put on this earth to do fantastic things, don’t let sadness get you down, do your best to focus on making yourself happier and getting to a better place emotionally and mentally, everything will be OK, you will make it, show everyone how truly brilliant you are, you are a fighter who will overcome, brighter days are ahead for you, remember there is always light at the end of the tunnel, message me anytime if you want to talk, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)