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    Oli posted an update 8 years, 8 months ago

    I’ll never find happiness, I’m such a loser, depression and loneliness will always be the one thing that remains part of my life, I’m a friendless, pathetic person who deserves sadness, I’m always by myself, I wish I was never born, I’m just existing in this life with no real plan, no one will ever want to get to know me because I’m such an awful and hideous person, I’m a hypocrite, a nuisance, a waste of space, I’m a recluse, a shut-in, I stay in my bedroom all day by myself, I don’t go out unless I really need too, if I didn’t have work, I would never leave my room, I’m the guy who was an outcast in school, the special education kid who everyone picked on, the person that no one wanted to be friends with, I’ve been down and at rock bottom for so long that I don’t know if things will get better, probably not, I can’t smile, the only thing I’m good at is putting on the mask of happiness every day and hiding how low I feel, I’m broken, I’ve tried everything, counselling, medication, they didn’t work for me, there’s no point in holding onto hope, I’m sorry everyone :(

    Mood : Depressed
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      rinseandrep replied 8 years, 8 months ago

      That’s cool, I didn’t know you had a job, and it’s taking you out of the house.

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      laylab95 replied 8 years, 8 months ago

      You may not realize your worth now but you’re such an amazing person. Every time someone is feeling good or bad on this site including me, you’re there with only positive words and encouragement for them. It takes a selfless, big hearted person to do such a thing. People envy you sadly that’s why you feel so alone but trust me, you will find people that will love and enjoy the heck out of you. You’re young and too unique for some of this generation. Please stay strong. It will pay off big time. Always remember it’s ok to sulk but don’t stay down for too long. Please? :) . There’s always a better day somehow someway. I’m here if you want to talk. (No judging at all). Hope you had a better day and sorry for the long message but you deserve it so much! Please read it all :)