You don’t deserve any pain @giggleblizzard, you are such an inspiring and amazing person who deserves all the happiness in the world, try to not let sadness get you down, focus on all the things that make you feel good and that make you feel content, you can and will make it through tough times, you are a survivor and fighter who never gives up, great things will happen to you and you will have such a wonderful life, you can win all your battles, hold your head up high and stay upbeat, remember to smile and show everyone how truly remarkable you are, many more brighter days are ahead and things will get better, you can do this, always believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)