Do things that make you feel happy and content @shadow333, you are such a wonderful person who deserves all the best in life, keep smiling, stay positive and hold your head up high, you can do this, things will be OK, you are a survivor who never gives up, great things will happen to you, I’m sure everything will be OK, keep going and always believe in yourself, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)

Thanks for the kind words Oli. I will try to be optimistic, this is just an annoying phase of my life.