It’s good that you are talking to someone about how you feel, hopefully it will help you @giggleblizzard, I’m sure your psychologist will get back to you, please don’t think of yourself as a failure, you are an amazing person who will achieve great things in life, you deserve all the joy and happiness in the world, hold your head up high, smile and be positive, things will be OK, you can do this, keep going and never give up, I’m always here if you need to open up or if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)