Update time… Friday May 15, 2:30 am, i was caught doing things with a guy by the police. I was taken to the police station and i sat for about 5-6 hours. Next was the ER, i sat there for about another 6 hours before i was finally called then i spent the night. During all this time, there was at LEAST 8 people who had talked to me that night about what had ”happened” and/or my life. Sunday May 17, 4:30 am, i was transported from the ER to a mental institution where I stayed until Wednesday the 20 for suicidal thoughts and self harm. I feel that place didn’t help like I thought it wouldve because here i am feeling the same damn way. I almost packed my bag and ran away last night… i was so close to it… now im back in school and getting bullied, teased, feeling like shit, and I have so much work to do now and not the energy to do it… UGH