Please don’t think like that @extermin8, you are a wonderful and good person Kyla, please try to be positive and think good about yourself, hold your head up high and smile, don’t let anything get you down, things will be OK, be kind to yourself and see yourself in an uplifting way, you are a fighter who never gives up, believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)