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    Vena posted an update 9 years ago

    I don’t want to deal with my family anymore. I don’t want to spend anymore time doing this. I want to run away and just find a quiet spot to kill myself. I don’t want to go throughout my day having to deal with all this shit. All this stress. All these expectations. I know people say that once it gets bad it can only get better. But it doesn’t feel like it. It feels like my life is the exception. And that it will only get worse and worse. I mean, I’m ticked off at my family, but I don’t want them to be sad. I don’t want them to grieve over me. I especially don’t want my friends to be sad. I wish I could just disappear. I wish I could just be happy. I wish I could just have things go right for me. I wish I didn’t have to go through life anymore.

    Mood : Angry
    • Please don’t think like that @masquerader000, you are an amazing person who deserves so much joy and happiness, don’t let your family treat you badly, you deserve to be treated with love, care, dignity and respect, keep fighting and never give up, things will work out for you and everything will change for the better, you can do this, always believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, keep smiling and show the world your wonderful side, there is always hope and you will overcome, remember you have so much strength in you and you are never alone, I’m always here if you ever need to talk or if you ever need a friend, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open :) (hugs)