Please don’t feel alone @misssusan, you are never alone, you have so much strength in you, remember the entire Blah community is here for you and so am I, you deserve so much happiness and brightness in your life, hold your head up high, keep smiling and don’t give up, things will work out, try your best to be positive and optimistic, you can make it through tough times because you are a fighter, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)