I’m a strong woman and when it comes to relationships I know what’s right and wrong. We hold on in hopes we can regain control of the situation, but it seems like he has neglected to care, respect and commit to the things we’ve spoken about and I hate the way I feel. I hate that I’m in this situation … I’m just so depressed about us. I can be happy without him and he’s disappointed me over and over. I can’t leave him yet because I don’t want to get kicked out my own house. I need to stick to the plan and finish school, graduate, get a job under my qualifications, and convince my mom I can handle the bills on my own in my parent’s house which we’re renting. He feels he has authority over me because he’s the one paying most of the rent, I recently lose my job then lost my car, and his friend moved in a week ago, and I’m just not happy. All my friends and family have heard me talk about the same thing over and over … and over and over I get the same response and I end up listening to myself. I’m aware of the decisions I made and I just keep telling them ”there’s hope”. Here I am still waiting and still being hurt too many times. The plan takes time, but I have to work smart, but every day that passes by I feel more and more depressed. My patience is wearing thin. I just want this to be over with already!